Showing posts with label crossdressing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label crossdressing. Show all posts

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Another Sexy Story

A beautiful tale of a young man's journey from school yard bully to feminized sissy slut..... presented in a slow, sensual pace that is captivating and familiar....


"That's right, Stephanie, get his cock nice and wet. Your pussy is going to be really tight if this is your first time" She was speaking loudly, obviously loud enough for the customer to clearly hear. His hips thrust forward more, eager at the idea of fucking a virgin. 

Sugar's hand had slipped down towards my butt. Hovering just long enough to scoop more cum into her hand she expertly pulled my g-string to one side and started to caress my arse. 

 "This is your pussy". She whispered in my ear, "Just like a girl you have a pussy solely so men can fuck you. Always remember that". Sugar rubbed a finger across my arse slowly. "As you suck him, remember that his wonderful cock will soon be inside you. He is going to use your pussy to make his cock cum. He likes being in your mouth but I am sure he would like to cum inside you with his lovely cock. Would you like that Stephanie? Would you like him to fuck you tight virgin pussy?

I moaned, a sign that that is what I wanted. And I wanted it so badly. Somewhere deep down I felt that I would become a complete girl if I was fucked. It didn't matter that I could not see the guy. I did not even know what the guy looked like even as I slurped over the end of his magnificent cock. I wanted him inside me. And Sugar was helping me prepare lubricating my arse with warm cum. 

"It's time" Sugar whispered "Turn around darling".



The full sexy reading material found here.
 

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Perfect Sissy Slut Hypno

The first few words described how i feel perfectly. She has read my mind. She knows what i am. And then She gave me what i needed.
Yes please. Thank You. ^^

Enjoy this amazing vid. This is a good canidate for headphones to get the true aural experience. Of course, i go full screen, with a bit of mental lubricant of your choice (this sissy is a stoner). It's mid length, but after an initial first viewing, i HAD to get my trusty purple plug, a quick gag session to lubricate... and UP she went! Watching again, then again... lots and lots of flowing pre to drink as my mind went from the commands to the pictures to my fantasies to my slutty history... back and forth and back and forth again.

Unfortunately, i almost got lost in my delicious pre... and almost didn't hear the visitor approching. Hehe... i wonder if they heard me fumble and struggle to cover my drooling clit. After i had cooled down, i knew i had to share. ^^

Enjoy!


Taste good bitches? Now be a good girl and go suck a dick! :)

**kisses!**

The Consequences of Anal Training

i lay on my back, legs in the air, the gusset of my lace fringed panties pulled aside. my eggs delightfully trapped in the cute cotton, while my chubby sissy stick poked out the top enough to rub and fondle. Her wet lips caressed my thigh as she licked my clean underside, lubing me for the main event.

A small tickle, a tiny bit of touch, barely perceptible."You're loose."

"MMmmmm...." was all i could reply. my sissy thoughts racing immediately to the constant pounding my rubber Daddy delivers to my needy pussy almost daily.

"Why are you so loose?" Some soft rubbing inside. She is humping my leg slightly, i can feel the warmth radiating from her sex.

"You make me hot *sexy smile*" The safest answer.

i hunch my hips and open my cheeks trying to feel a bit more of that amazing thumping inside my hole. It's not enough. Reaching around, i feel her index finger curled, she's only using her middle finger. A little proding and manipluating, and i get her first two digits inside.

"Mmmmmm" My pre flows over my crown, wetting and allowing my sissy fingers to rub it shamelessly. Opening my eyes, i watch her breasts heave and she humps and rubs her quim harder on me, her arm thrusting as she works my bitch hole.

i hump up and down, showing her my need to fuck. It's not enough. Another reach and i have three fingers opening my cunt nicely. That's it. That's the  magic.

Rubbing, rubbing my clitty. Eyes slitted. She's fucking me. Fucking my hole. i am muttering the most faggiest of utterances. "Fuck me. Fuck my Pussy. Oh, Fuck, Thats Right.. Fuck Me, Oh Fuck, Fuck My Puusssyyy!" i cum hard. Over and over. Six, seven hard loads. Not a spurt - that doesn't seem to happen anymore. It's more like a flow. A flooding overflowing the constraints of my piss hole. Flowing over my swollen head and over my squeezing fingers.

She keeps me penetrated as i come down. my sissy hips hunching up and down slightly, my hole still spasming less and less. With a steady pull, she empties my hole as she climbs over, rubbing her sex into the mess on my belly, quickly shrinking clitty and my poor abused panties.

Staying doggy style over me, her tits in my face, i service her digitally, the way she prefers - wishing the whole time i could lick her clean.

---- A short time later ---

"So..... why were you so fucking open?"

"i don't know.... i guess i needed it."

"Are you gonna wear your girly panties today?" <sneer>

"i dont know." i didn't.

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Last time i i removed my hair... well.. last few times.... i've been making the clean area larger and larger. What started as only shaving my clit and eggs, has progressed to the tops of my thighs to just bellow my bellybutton, with a sexy patch above my pricklette. Last time i even shaved a small ring around my nipples. As i am quite hairy, it is noticeable, however its a small ricng of clean area, so not hugely different.

i hope my strategy of slow but consistent limit stretching is working on her. So far... no blow ups. But then again, her history is to take take take then explode. i hope that doesn't happen. How long will this take?

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Panty-wearing princess - EXPOSED!

I mentioned recently that i had been discovered by my missus as a panty luver. Here are the details for anyone who loves to witness a humiliated sissy.....

I told you all about my recent dip into depression. During this time i did try to deny myself the joys of my secret sissy life. What an exercise in futility!   Sure enough... it wasn't too long before i swung the other way and became obsessive again.

I started to wear my panties obsessively everyday. In my home, under my boy clothes, out in public,  no shame, no second thoughts, i was satisfying my inner gurl no doubt . The thing is.... i would get more and more relaxed about the whole thing, i started to get forgetful, and making stupid mistakes.

Observant readers might remember that i have mentioned before how i would on occasion forget i was wearing them, and then, attempt to get into bed, or get changed for bed, in front of my missus. The only thing that would save me was the sudden realization that i have girly pink lace on my bum, and the fact that she wasn't really observant herself. Lots of quick excuses to go to the bathroom, and a quick change was the method for escaping these near misses.

More recently, i would be home, wearing, and forget to change my undies before missus came home from her workkie. Like a good sissy, i would always greet her shortly after her arrival home. During a quick hug, she started to grab at my bum (unussual for her) or occasionally my clitty. More often than not... i would at that moment realize i had forgotten to remove the panties, and i would think "Can she feel the lace, or the leg holes around my cheeks? Can she feel how my clit is trapped tight in the girly front panel?" This of course is followed by panic, a quick excuse to step away, and a quick change in private, lest she fully discover. You may recall, how i had been wondering if she secretly was offering me her girly shirts and tops and panties too that way she would leave them around our bedroom, on my side / furniture.

So, i focused on being smart(er) and would try to slip the panties off as soon as i heard her walking throught the front door. Sometimes, she would walk right up the stairs to see me, so i had to be quick. My method was such: i would slip one leg out of my pants, then the panties, pull my pants back on quick so as not to be caught 'with my pants down' (pun intended :P ) and then, safely, slip my panties down the other (clothed) leg in relative hidden safety. A couple of times..... i forgot to follow through with the last part (removing the stuffed fabric from my other leg - panties bunched around one thigh inside my pajama pants).

Can you see where this is going?

So, one day, a few weeks back at this point, i thought i heard her pull up out front. I slipped the panties down my leg, pulled my pants up, and went into the front bedroom (ours) to look out the windows - sure enough... her car was there. I went down to greet her like a good bf, and everything was fine - or so i thought.

She came upstairs eventually, entering the bedroom. Across the hall, in my office, i heard the bellow that made me grow cold and panic..... "WHO'S PANTIES ARE THESE!?!?!?! THEY ARE NOT MINE!"

*gulp*

I ran into the room, shutting the door quick as everyone else was home. She was holding a the pair of black bikinis with pink trim and silver hearts. They had been in a small pile on the bedroom floor, near the window i was spying from. They must have fallen down my leg to escape off my foot - because i FORGOT TO ACTUALLY REMOVE THEM FROM MY OTHER LEG! ((stupid ass!)) ((And just so you understand a bit better... i'm a partially paralyzed girl, so... i don't have the same skin sensations as all of you - it IS feasible that i could have no idea that fabric is sliding down my leg, tangling my foot, etc)) A quick debate in my head regarding my options.... i knew there was only one... come clean.


*giggles* Toe lover alert! Shamefully, i realize now i should have painted them for that photo session :P


"The-They're.... mine."

"WHAT? What do you mean?!" she asked through slitted, disbelieving eyes.

I explained.... they were my panties. I liked to wear girls panties. I used to try hers, but i didnt want to ruin them, so.... i thoughtfully went out and bought my own. (Trying to gain points for being considerate.)

Of course... she had lots and lots of questions. The first and foremost was.... Why? Do you want to be a girl?

The moment of truth.

I wish i could relate a story of how i came out, was honest and truthful, how i have begun my life as a fully realized cross dresser, with transgender leanings, but... i didn't. I am nothing if not a scared, frightened, cowardly sissy.

So, i lied.

Without trying to replicate the entire humiliating convo, the short story is this: i own panties and wear them because they make me feel good, warm and nice inside, they make me feel 'pretty', sexy, and... kinda girly. (All true of course.) No, i don't wanna be a  girl. (Lie.) No, i don't want to be with men. (Lie.) No, i'm not gay. (Lie.) No, i don't want to be like those 'man-ladies' she sees occasionally on TV. (Lie. Have i mentioned how prejudiced she is against gays? Like, not the extreme 'God hates...' kinda way, more like 'Ewww, i bet she likes girls', or 'Yuck, why does he have to flaunt it, put it in our faces', if she sees two men kissing or getting married or some such.)

So, i lied. Lots. (Yeah, i know - i've betrayed myself, my inner girl, and everybody like me that is dieing to come out - i feel guilty enough about it, so please don't shit on me because of it.)

And... she accepted it. She's confused, no doubt. I admitted to wearing / liking / wanting panties, but i denied EVERY logical reason, explanation, next step that she asked about. OMG - what a humiliating conversation. I stood there with my hands behind my back, head looking down, blushing hard as she quizzed me. I felt aroused and shamed and excited and relieved, and embarrassed and so much like a pitiful sissy.... it almost made the whole experience ... idk... exciting? Not in a fantasy way... more of like.... for a moment... i truly felt like a little girl, submissive to my missus, how i like to feel.... even if she is too clueless to realize, or capitalize on that.

Up side? She accepted my weirdness... and even agreed to wash them for me (as my boy does mine and his wash... so Dad's panties cant really go in my wash) so at least now they're cleaner than before when i had to sneak-hand-wash them in the shower. Now i can wear whenever i feel like. Although, she doesn't want me wearing them outside, for fear of being caught (like the 'car accident / clean undies scenario), of course... i still do.

Down side? She's really curious, and kinda, idk, accusatory? That's prolly not the correct word for what i mean. It's like, her tone of voice has some hidden accusation, some kind of condemnation behind her words. i still wear and have the same habits. It's still kinda shameful, so i don't flaunt it - old habits die hard. She will ask 'Why havent you worn you girly panties lately?' or ' Are you being girly today?' Yeah, it makes me feel uncomfortable. No more than answering tough questions from a Misstress in SL, but still... because its RL, and my missus... there's a certain amount of further humilaition.

Between my panty wearing.... and the recent changes in our sex life.... she HAS to know what i really am inside.

A dirty, kinky, cock loving, submissive, sissy slut!

Maybe, if i play stupid long enough, maybe she will think that i am in denial, and force me to accept and admit the truth. God i hope so... that would make life sooooo much easier.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

In a Poetry Mood

Originally posted here.

Just found this fun sexy piece posted on Literotica by my friend Miss Seven. :)

Pretty Pantied Penis
A cute little lump hidden beneath the snowy silk
Wiggling and dancing like a happy princess
Cute and giggly like a little girl at a slumber party
Wanting to come out and play with the handsome boys

Pulling aside the soft lacy covers, my girly pee pee springs out
So smooth and pretty
Erect and playful
Looks like somebody has been thinking about her handsome boyfriend!
My little fairy wand dances in anticipation of pleasing my strong prince

A little dew drop appears in her eye
A sticky tear of lust and excitement
I feel its hard silky shaft up and down
Cupping the cute hairless balls
I dream of my muscled handsome man until a river of fairy juice sprays into the heavens
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Nice, right?
Along the same lines... check out this piece by my new friend and sister maid Anastasia.

Friday, September 7, 2012

Hehe... keep reblogging this and lets keep this slut locked up!

Shawna the Bizarre Sissy: Chastity: As of right now I have 18 days of Chastity left.  But that number is ever evolving.  I have several different determining factors that cha...

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Sissy Needs a Playmate

Are you a sissy?

Are you a sissy lover?

Are you on the East Coast USA? Philly area?

Would you like to play?

This sissy NEEDS a regular... friend. she should NOT be sucking strange dick after strange dick after strange dick and swallowing multiple strange loads. It's too dangerous.

This sissy is looking for a friend. Someone ...close. Someone to help her feel girly. Someone to appreciate her girly mind. Someone to help her shop, and dress, and maybe... assist with her makeup.

If you are a lonely Daddy looking for a regular dump... then drop me a line.

If you are a Mommy looking for a sissy to serve You... then drop me a line.

If you are a sissy gurl too and want someone to share with... maybe someone to guide... please... drop me a line.

This sissy is very submissive. This sissy desires to serve. This sissy has much to learn.

A Mommy who will laugh as She trains my pussy and owns my mouth and humiliates me is one dream. A Daddy who will use my form for His pleasure, who will treat me like the slut he knows that i am, is another dream. A sissy gurl friend i can ask questions of, who wants to share, who wants a loving sister to cuddle and have fun times with, is the dream trifecta.

i...need... to feel like a girl. To have others treat me as a girl. To be desired as a girl.

me... in my dreams

Hit the Jump for my sissy resume'

Gonna Be One of Those Days..... i can tell

If you wake up and NEED to be fucked.... crave the strong hard-on inside your pussy, wanting to be used and abused.... you know you are in for a loooong day.

So today? Tell me.... be my Big Daddy and put your thing inside of me, over and over... i have two sexy holes for you Daddy. They are yours .... for use.. for your pleasure. Use me, open me, dump in me, discard me.

Dare to Dream

Thursday, July 5, 2012

The Sissy Pilot: a reveiw

Sara over at 'Saragirl's Sissy Confessions' is the author of many wonderful works of erotica, the latest of which, The Sissy Pilot i've recently read.


This book is captivating, every page absorbing me into the life of little wimpy Dana, and his hot but neglected wife, Tiffany. It starts out typically enough for the genre, establishing the unfortunate predicament Dana has gotten himself into. He has managed to find himself out of work, living off of Tiff, and with the resulting lack of self esteem, finds himself not being able to perform his manly duties - either out of, or even inside, the bedroom.

Of course he loves her very much and has no desire to see her burdoned.... or unfufillled in any way. What a delicious little set-up.

Soon enough an offer for steady employment falls into his lap.... with one small catch. He MUST appear in everyway, in look and actions, as a beautiful woman. His need for any employment being so strong, and this being a peice of erotic fiction... im sure you can guess what happens next.

The progression from unwilling self-important man to broken sexy unsure sissy is mesmerizing. Every unsure step he takes into the world of crossdressing is a sexy tease into the submission you as the reader can see coming a mile away. In fact... even though the nubile young wife is supportive, and justified in her every manipulation... even to the point of reluctant (or not-so-reluctant) domme.


Friday, June 29, 2012

trying to come out is harder than it seems

An old post... from a few weeks ago... i had typed it, saved it... and... forgot about it.. maybe it was waiting for pictures.. idk.... at this point... idc

Posting it so there's somthin new on the front page.

Update at the bottom.
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"Do you want to be a girl?" She asked as She continued to stroke my firm clit in Her panties. i 'made' Her panty me earlier with the pair She had on. ("Theses are prettier than the ones the other day..." She declared as She held them open for me to step into.)

my arms around Her back, caressing Her bare bottom under the short nighty. "Mmhhmm" was all i could muster, my shame hidden with my face in Her neck. i decided to reply with action. i slipped the nighty over her arms and shoulders, and then quickly over me. Standing there in Her nighty and panties, hugging, Her hand on my VERY stiff clit, nakkie in my arms.....

"Do you want to be a girl?... for real?" She repeated.

"mhmmm" was the best i could do.

"dress me up and... fuck me?"

She smiled. "ok, is that what you want? i'll do that for you.... sometime...."

my sissy hips thrusting in Her hand, waves of sexiness washing over me, imagining Her nakkie form behind me, fucking me, as im dressed like the sissy i NEED to be. "i want to be your sissy bitch".

"you already are," She giggled, "but, you dont look good in my clothes. you're not girly. you have a mans body, you are an ugly girl.... your body... and all the hair... the wiry greys pokin out...."

i stopped myself from pointing out that i tried to broach the subject of removing my body hair a while back... and She shot me down quickly. "i know.... the hair is ugly...." is all i could whisper.

Dejected, we separated, i gave Her back Her nighty, i released Her, turned and went about my day and Her back to Her pursuits before my selfish interruption... but at least im still wearing Her panties.... three days out of four now.. and She has  known the entire time.

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Yeah well.... this is how it seems to go... she is welcoming and playful for a few days... then cold and distant for a few weeks. If i get caught during these.. cold.. times, then all hell breaks loose.. so i wear less... or... stress more. No sex lately (2 weeks?) at all...  Certainly no response that can be considered positive if i call her my Miss, or if i wanna act a little girly, effem... she acts as if shes repulsed.

Yay me.

... and now, reading back over and over... its really quite sad.

Fuck.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

my sissy heart races as i read this...

This is an amazing short piece of erotica.... worthy of a quick read. i identify with the gurl in this story sooo much! This is my dream, this is my relationship with Mommy in SL... this is how i wish it could be all the time... please, while this may be fiction, it is how i feel.... so in the spirit of showing you all my inner girl... i present for your reading pleasure:


The Countess and the Contest

Big thankkies to Anna...

Want To 'Meat' Me? hehehe....

This is scary.

I may be in Denver (or there abouts) in August i think.

It occurs to be that this may be a good opportunity to get my hole(s) used. I will be alone. You wont have to be bothered by me afterwards. If things work.. it could be a fun time for all....

Friday, June 8, 2012

Sexy or Sexual?

"mmmmmm... where's Your panties from last night? Put them on me? hehehe"

"whaa?" She cocks Her head and looks to me. Spinning and out to the hallway, She returns with the small fabric in Her hands. "These are probably too small for you...."

"Put them on me." my sissy legs in the air, stiff clit full and standing proud.

She sniffed the cotton, then held them to my nose, the soft scent of Her clean pussy barely evident. Back and forth, She would sniff and find a small source of fragrance, then place them under my nostrils, poking my nose, letting me inhale. She knows my fetish for Her musk and She enjoys it with me. She asks, "Why do you like wearing my panties so much?"

"i dunno.... they make me feel sexy i guess."

There it is. A minor slip of the tongue that i didn't catch... but She sure did.

"Sexy?...or....Sexual?" She asked with an unsure look. i realized the difference between the two, and the implications of what i actually said.... debating my replies quickly... i choose one that kept the sexy door open.

"Ummmmmm.... both, i guess" i giggled as She began slipping the blue cotton bikini's up and over my bubble butt. My hard clit bulging and lewdly displayed in the front of the tight girly undies. My eggs pulled up tight as well, as a round bulge under the clit hose... "hurt me" i requested, displaying my pantied sack.

She pouted but complied, flicking one of my eggs hard, harder, She missed, and a softer hit. She stopped. Inflicting even some soreness is not Her thing, but i like a little bit of ache sometimes.

We went about our morning, She watched me prance around dressed only in Her used undies. She walked in on my having a morning pee... i was sitting like a good girl, which - for me is not sooo unusual, but this time, when She walked in... my knees were together, clitty tucked under, panties just pulled to the knees. i was posed and pissing like a good girl. And i let Her see. Even if She didnt make the connection... im sure, somewhere inside, She will begin to see me less as a man, and more as Her little girl.

After the pee, i tucked under, but not sever... but flatter nonetheless. I made the bed and prepared my things, while wearing with no standing clit. Like a girl. She didnt complain. In fact, She left... happy?

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Cross Dreaming pt2

So... the other day... i told you all about my recent sissy cravings for crossdressing..... hehe... i guess this is part two.... it was the next day, three days ago at this rate... as the day started, i took a few pics thinking i might like to post them at some point.. but as the day ended, i KNEW i would post them... so without further ado....

    SO i was showered, self-fucked, pussy gaping, looking for clothes.... uh oh.... no clean undies. I checked a boys room... HE HAS NO UNDIES EITHER! shit.. this place needs a maid.... hehehe.....

    i was just considering going commando...... always a sexy option... but.. well, honestly? my pussy was SORE! and examining the pants i was going to wear.. i had NO desire to have a rough corduroy seam running up and down my swollen pussy lips.... what to do.....

    Then i noticed... the panties missus wore last night... they were on top of HER hamper. When i watched her put them on... i thought they were kinda cute, girly with a polka dot pattern. Cute little cotton bikini Victoria's Secret  panties..... hmmmmmm... what to do? hehe.. YOU know what i did....

cute, no?


Sunday, June 3, 2012

Sissy Status Update 6/12

~OR~ A Bit of CrossDreaming To Ease The sissy Inside.

So, an update of my sissy yearnings is due.

Having less time to dress and 'live' my SL as nicole has had me a bit depressed. i have pulled out a pair of my favorite panties and been wearing more often to get that... girly feeling. Missus has been working my pussy lots.. and thats nice.... but.. shame really, she doesnt understand that i need more... lots more.
Sent my Mommy this photo the other day... was thinking about her as i was dressing for work. Think She liked it? Would you like to get this in your email?
 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

my Home... and Safe Place... AYA

Once upon a time i was lost.

Discouraged, alone, beaten down by the cruelty of others... i was... ready to quit being a sissy.

Then, i found Love and acceptance. Funny how what is most needed can sometimes come at the lowest point. She comforted me, nurtured me, Love me. Then She took me to Little England



Monday, April 16, 2012

Big Grins for this sissy

So, i found out tonight that a very important person to me is checking my blog everyday.

OMG! Let me just tell you all how that feels...
1st: WOW! She is checkin my BLOG! OMG! OMG! WOW OH WOW!
2nd: AWWW SHEEETT! i havent updated in a long time! im wastin Her time.. She's gonna stop checkin it! OH NOES! im messin up! im not doin a good job! i gotta fix it i gotta do better!

hehe... such is the mind of a sissy sub

So... obligatory humiliating bad pictures of me exposing myself to the world anyone? giggles... hit the jump to witness my shame *smiles*

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Coming out

Soooo..... the hardest thing ive had to do in a VERY long time...

look, over there - a wild sissy appears!

i did it, in Real Life, i came out to my best friend.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

YA? is dis da partay?

i like german sparkle party!
<sparkle party sparkle party>



Do you like to dancy dance?
Yes i wore my party pants!
<party pants party pants>

hehehehhehehe

i soooo want to be the chick in the pink hair. in fact.. my SL friends might recognize me in this video! <sparkle party sparkle party>

Two things a certain now.....
1. while watching the video with my family and seeing them all laugh hysterically at the craziness in it.. i was chair-dancing and dreaming of being these people. i am sooo totally gay.
2. i need some of that RED sparkle lipstick - red. sparkle. lipstick. i need it. i am soooo totally gay.