Hmmm... Have lots to say....

UPDATE 09/16: Since none a y'all left me a single comment i'm not really feeling the story time tonight... so maybe in the future... 

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So.. Since this sissy is a bit tired, and unmotivated after a night of drinkin and parting... i'll leave the next posting up to you!

Tell me what you want to know about, highest tally by the end of the day wins!

1. My Wedding to my Clowny love! YAY! Bonus content: Post-Ceremony Coitus as well as pictures and circus reception fun!
2. My discussions about the nature vs nurture argument about being gay with my friend... the only RL person who knows about me..
3. Drunken cocksucking on my knees in the ABS late that night. (Bonus: Black Dick galore!)

Ok, those are the choices. I'd like to see some of your picks in the comments... perhaps an argument why you wanna know about that.... Follow-up tomorrow :)

Today's Self-Taught Sissy Lesson

Nair (depilatory local to the USA), CAN go bad! If you decide to cut open and use that mostly empty bottle of Nair you've been saving for months just so you can use the last few dollops..... be aware of a few things:

1. It may not be very effective anymore, leaving behind hair AND sore skin.
2. Just because it burns right away doesn't mean its working.
....and what ever you do....
3. DON'T use just any cream to relieve the burning soreness after your shower, especially not 'skin-silkening' cream... as it may have alcohol in it (as most creams do.)

silly sissy... when will you ever learn?

At least its not in a tender spot.... /sarcasm/

hehehe.. although... i have to admit.. it kinda looks like pussy lips... no?

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UPDATE:

So.. it stung all night.... was just a tad more than uncomfortable... but by this morning, 90% of the sting was gone.. ~whew~ dont know what i wouldve done if i couldnt touch for a few days, hehehe

Not sure about this... feedback desired please

**UPDATE!!**
Just in case you dont know.. if i ask for feedback.... if i ask for your opinion.. PLEASE leave me a comment.. good OR bad... i am truly desirous of YOUR opinion... YES YOU!. Tell me what you think, i really want to know.It can only take just a moment of your time. A small thing to grant me, especially if you've even enjoyed any of my postings... now is the time to give back. PLEASE, just your opinion, thats all i ask.
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Ok, so recent RL developments leave this wanna be sissy very poor.

My sissy supplies include:
1 8" realistic Dildo
1 7" failing silky vibrator
4 pair of panties (2 of which dont fit, another are ripped)
1 bra (pretty but too small)
2 pair of totally torn and running thigh high stockings
1 pair of strappy heels

i am needing more, at least another couple of pair of panties, maybe a pretty sundress, and of course, im always looking for something to fill fill my pussy in new and unique ways.

Trouble is..... without a supportive home environment, or any funds to speak of... going out shopping for these items i desire is difficult at best, and life ruining at worst. my daily perusal of various sissy websites finds many girls receiving pretty things from admirers. Sooo... now i'm torn.

i want pretty things too. i dont wanna be one of 'those' girls who just blatantly begs for stuff... but then again... if someone wants to treat me... then maybe i should make it easy for them? What do you think? If i have a wishlist available... am i being a greedy bitch? i'm not requiring anyone to buy anything.... but if my RL friends wanted too, then i would expect them to need some kind of list of my desires as well.... idk.

Bottom line.. i dont wanna give the wrong impression, i'm NOT a meterialistic girl. Truthfully? i just like to be treated girly. When i dress i am filled with joy. When i play, i feel so much like a submissive good girl, it brings me so much joy on a level that has nothing to do with sex. When strangers call me a girl, or a pretty woman (in SL), omg, can i tell you how awesome it is?!? So.. maybe.. this would be a good way of receiving those feelings. To be a girl receiving gifts from others, encouraging my self transformation, assisting me with my self realization....  it need it soo bad.

i guess... for now.... i'll post my list in the side bar... and see what kind of feed back i get. Please, positive or negative, i want to hear what you think, take a moment and tell me please? Am i being a greedy whore? Or is this acceptable for those that may have the urge?

I am very concerned with how others view me, and giving the incorrect  impression, so please, just a word or two, please tell me.

On the subject of safe play...

So.... im not stupid. i know about the dangers out there. Disease, abuse, theft, many others.... all are possibilities when you engage intimately with strangers. But what is a sissy to do? If she's closeted, and lonely, a sissy is bound to get cravings, get frenzied, and eventually, act out.

ive been there (just check here, or here). When i do... well... i dont let a little piece of rubber get in between my tongue and a cock. None of my... 'doners'... ever complained. And, i always swallow like a good girl.

At thats just retarded.

Takings chances is stupid at best, fatal at worst.

Fatal. Remember that sissies.

i do ALL the wrong things. ive even licked bare man ass hoping to get them to blow their loads. And when they eventually did.... i licked it all up and swallowed it down like a cum craved slut (which, truthfully, i was). i've even gone so far as licking the jizz off the booth windows and floors just to demonstrate my sluttiness. (Btw - surprisingly girls, this seems to turn the men off, just so you know.)