You Know You WANT To

A good hypno vid to repeat over and over you sad slut-wanna-be.

You know the drill....
Headphones
Panties
Door closed
Dildo
Lube

Relax yourself and get dressed nice and pretty. Put on your favorite sexy lingerie. Lube up your sissy hole and guide that fake cock inside your pussy. Bounce, slide him in and out.

No touching your worthless clitty!

When he slides in and out nice and easy, Click play. You may fuck your hungry cunt, but the only cummies allowed are the hands-free type. If you dont spurt... tough luck bitch. Try again tomorrow.

Cummies or not.... you MUST watch in fullscreen a minimum of 3 times in a row.

The Problem With Sissygasms

....is the fact that while they are sooo wonderful and calming... at the moment.. the drive to be fucked never leaves. The desire to be railed until your back pussy gapes and hangs open stays with you.

i Love the clench, the shudders, the sweats, the soft moans, the grind, the heat, the pounding, the racing heart, the waves of pleasure, the girly way it makes me feel. i love everything about sissy (anal) orgasms.

Except the non-relief from my lust.

i continue and continue to fuck myself soo hard, my arm and wrists hurt. i keep chasing the boi spurts that will never come. i shudder over and over, blessed with the ability to gurlcum easily and in multiples. i Love being pounded with a thick unforgiving cock with deep strong pounding strokes as my pussy spasms hard and my cunt clenches down hard and squeezes. When it seems to fade, that's when another ride may take me back to the peak. Up then down, then back up again, over and over, till im left a quivering mess.

The only way i stop is when exhausted, to tired to fuck myself anymore, the threat of being caught, or after all the hot water in the shower is gone. And just when ive relaxed, and lowed my heart rate... what do you think... my greedy hole craves more.

i have literally done myself for multiple hours straight, and then again an hour or two later.. because i am insatiable.

My Sissy Snack Bag

i don't know where i saw the phrase first... was somewhere on my regular blog visits.... 'sissy snack bag'. i was enthralled by the idea.

Makes my mouth water... for real.

A sissy's dream

The title of this hypno vid is 'sissy creampie trainer'. i do luv the hypno training vids...but so many only focus on taking a beautiful cock inside your mouth... i wish more were like this, i need to be bred sooo badly.

Take it bitch, luv the seed inside your body - it is a GIFT!

Current Training Status (Friday Edition)

It's Friday! YAY!

Friday means i have to follow my Princess's instructions.... i normally have some private time on Fridays, so that is my scheduled 'playtime' - although i take every opportunity i can get!

WARNING: Real talk (The Ugly)

First off? i'm not into scat. Quite frankly, it makes me retch. Not condemning or passing judgement on ANYONE else, just saying, its not for me. That said...

i've been activly searching out and 'consuming' any sissy training or sub discussion group for the past eight months or more... i find lots of assistance with mental issues, thought processes (mind set), manerisms and actions, wardrobe, and of course, even body modification. What i can NEVER find is any help / discussion on the very real issues i imagine many new sissys have when they use their asshole as a pussy for the first few times.

Cum and get it big boy

So, in the interest of being the first one to speak up, i have some thoughts and questions on the subject. What follows is intended to be 'real' talk and i am very curious to know how others feel or what you do, i invite you to please comment and share...

Uhg!

Head is killin me.. too much poppers and weed i guess.... ohhhh.. my neckie hurts bad! ohhhhh.. i think i got a bit carried away today... being Friday and all that.. i'll detail when i feel better, but for now.. i had a drippy sissy cummy... no hands!... mmmmmmm

Current Training Update

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Self-Abuse .... giggles

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sissy nicolette Plays With her Velvet Mistress

Ok titties.... maybe i'll stop with this one for today.....

i wont get into all the specifics of N.Daddy and my time together... suffice to say, i am His Cocksucking bitch now. i can take Him fully into my throat and hold His entire head and first inch of shaft! i gag and spit comes drooling out my nose, i fully fucked my throat on His cock - it was slimy and HOT!

i thought my spit slime was enough, but i guess my poor pussy was getting swollen.... soon Daddy's skin was dry in my cunt and He was really driving into me, tearing me open.... W/we had to stop... bummer.

But.. Good News! i still had my other new toy.... She is a silky vibrator. Her skin is purple in color and She is waterproof. Her material feels like silk, almost soft and velvety, while still being smooth and hygienic. She is also 7"... but you lose the first inch just by holding her base.. but that's ok.. i have Daddy to plow me deep... my new girl friend was purchased to find my inner pussy pillow and milk my cummies away.

I cleaned Daddy, and put Him away. Got high (again! hehe ;) and watched some more sexy TG porn


i got into the shower with Her and tended to my sore pussy. By this time, it was starting to burn a little, and stung if i continued to touch it. After some warm water, my soapy fingers found a swollen pussy, with bulging and hanging lips, my cunt was loose and gaping... Daddy sure did a number on me...

i soaped up Mistress and turned Her low, slipping into my sore fuckhole slowly, letting the vibrations relax my cunt, open my hole. She worked Herway in and began to search around, pushing and streching my inner walls, looking for the spot. She soon found it.. and worked my pillow back and forth.

My shoulders slumped onto the tub floor, kneeling with my face down low, legs under me, my pussy pushed out and accepting. She worked me slow, building, making me tremble slow. At that moment, i was in a black latex corset... black latex garter... and silky stockings and heels of course.

Her gloved hand was rubbing my back gentle, whispering and soothing me softly in my ear, working Her Velvet rod into my sissy pussy. She was saying.. "Shhhhh, it's ok sissy.... let it go.... let your cummies go....you did your job.. you were a good girl... you fucked your Daddy good.. it's ok.. give Me your sissy load".

my clitty throbbed in my other palm, my pussy clenched and i started my girlcums. They came like a wave, one after another, over and over, my pussy twiching and clenching, my breaths held, face red and moaning, release of breaths as another wave came crashing down. She continued to whisper in my ear, comforting me, but She never let up in my pillow, and just when She would make my loins pulse.. She would find a new spot and bring my girlcums on again.

OMG... that was two multiple orgasms in ONE DAY!... and a total of like .. idk.. 12, or 15 girlcums - maybe more! (giggles... i lose track!)

Anyway,.... it was amazing! She is a totally different luver than Daddy... Velvet Mistress is soft and gentle, loving, yet demanding. My legs were trembling through the rest of my washing... and i was able to clean and relax my pussy enough so the swelling went down... my lips tucked back inside like a pretty girl.

But i know... ive turned my ass into a cunt for sure. i can take a good sized dick fairly easily, with only a bit of lube.. normally my cocksucking lips are good enough for that job. i can't wait for my next opportunity to truly use my cunt on a real cock. While i am not a virgin... i was inexperienced in the past.. now... this bitch knows what she is good for... and she knows how to use what she has... a cock gobbling facefuck hole and a gaping, squeezing cock luving sissy pussy!

i am a girl. i will act as a girl.
i am a girl. i will dress as a girl.
i am a girl. i will makeup myself as a girl.
i am a girl. i will get fucked as a girl.

sissy nic Plays With her New Daddy!

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Current Training Update!

So.. was a bit drunk last night, on the way home i had to pass the ABS..... i was tempted. i wanted to further my training... i had a few bucks, and i have been longing for a new dildo... maybe something that vibrates... and i certainly need a suction cup so i can ride!

i pulled in... i was going to treat myself... it's christmas... i did my shopping for everybody else... shit nicolette deserves a present too! nothing better than a new fancy dick! YUMMY!

Giggles! the girl behind the counter said hi!, hehe, i smiled at her and her giant sloppy titties... she was showing a mile of cleavage, and she was quite chubby, but she smiled back, and i went on my mission... making a bee-line for the toy wall. There was another stray perv in the shop trying to talk to her, but i got the feeling her was bothering her. (BTW - did i mentioned i had my panties on under my boi clothes? giggles.... so sexy....

Soon, i found what i was looking for. Not a great selection.... after sitting on seven inches of hard curved glass the other day, i knew i wanted a butt plug to tickle my pussy as i work. Alas... they only had small ones.. even the 'medium' seemed like there wasn't enough 'lip' to stay inside my cunt.. and i certainly dont want to lose the thing while im out!

Ok amount of dildoes / vibes... i was kinda hopin for a chocolate cock to bring to the counter... all of a sudden i realized how great it was going to be to make my purchase... i promised not to shy away.. to 'own' it... and i was gonna get more than one butt stretcher! Darn... no BBC that fit my needs (size! giggles!)

Then i found Him.

Sorry, can't figure out to rotate Him!   :(

7" (Same as Glass Daddy who pokes me deep) 'check'
Suction Cup base 'check'
'Real Skin' feel 'check'
Curved for "my" pleasure.. 'check!'
Vibrating! YAY! 'CHECK!'

He was imeadiately holding my hand as i continued to browse the wall. New Daddy and i.. shopping for toys together. i didnt care who saw. the girl came near for some reason, i turned so she could easily see my New Daddy  in my hand, fingers along side His body.

The perv came close to... but idk... one side of me wished he would rape me right there on the floor, but the other side was kinda disgusted by him.. idk why... i am no better.. a scumbag whore looking to get fucked and used....

Anyway.. i did find another toy.. a pretty purple waterproof velvety vibe... but i'll tell you about her later.... this story is about my new luver... New Daddy!

Counter girl was real friendly during my purchase.. she offerred me batteries.. and i kinda fumbled my answer.. i was nervous.... i realized i wasn't living up to my promise, and i smiled, made eye-contact, and mentally told her these toys were for me.

i left elated. thank god she sold me batteries, because i couldn't get a few parking lots away before i had to pull over and load up my new toys and feel their silky vibrations on my face and lips! But i could not play then... i knew i had to wait for today.

Today... Daddy took me.. i Love Him!

Who wants to see me!?!?

OK bishes! Feeling a bit of sissy frenzy today. I can tell you how i stretched my pussy last night, what i thought about, how much dildo i took...mmmmmmmmm ~OR~ I can post some pics of dressing this morning.... i am wearing panties, bra and stockings under my boi clothes, and i took pics of my transformation. But as much as this sissy loves to expose herself... she has to be made to.... i have to hit the road for work, but when i return, if enough people have requested... i will post the series of dressing pics, or tell my self-fucking story.... Your choice. Please darlings, please, please, pretty please, comments, ratings... poll.... i need to know you are watching me.... **kisses!** (till later)

Self Training pt2

Second story

Years ago, in another life - i was in a number of swinging three / foursomes. I sucked a few cocks. Most close to my size (6.5/7"), but most also thicker (1.75+ approx). I had a couple of short cock repeats - 4", but girthy (2.5")!

I could never go deep, but i'm willing to try, always! i don't mind gagging myself on a beautiful cockhead.

One lucky faggot tried to turn me - and i let him. He pushed his nice cock (5.5", 1.25) up my ass after rimming me for 45mins as i pounded a real pussy. He put me in doggy position, my wife climbed underneath for the best view. And he fucked me. Slow but deep. idk when he went bareback, but my wife was all for it. As he re-entered me (and i was wondering what was happening) she started fingering furiously and creamed my slut face (i was being used for the first time - that was my start)! He announced when he came, she sucked my cock like no tomorrow. i felt his cock jump in me, but that was all. i guess he loved to unload in my ass based on his sounds. Not sure how deep he got, and he didn't hurt me (but the first time feeling of a stretched and open ass was strange) but he DID breed me, so i guess that counts for something.

Fast Forward: Today (My favorite cock!)

My glass Daddy is about 7" long and 1.25" thick. He has a nice slight up curve which pokes me nice. He has a flat base, 1.75", and beautiful curving spirals climbing His shaft. They tickle my pussy lips so nice when He fucks me.

Since he is soo hard for my fuckholes, I cannot yet throat Him, but i do stretch that opening as much as possible - besides what better way to prepare Him for my boipussy?

i luv it when He fucks me deep. Sometimes i sit on Him with all my weight, rock back and forth, milk my pre, on my lips, warp my mind. Many cases He'll then take me again in the shower, up against the wall. i used to try and take the shampoo bottle - 2" thick, but he hurts!

Now i have a new game, i turn Daddy around and slide his wide flat base up in me. HEHE! Daddy hangs out of my pussy like a perverted demon tail! Then, while i bathe - my BLACK mind lover comes up behind me and plunges my cumdumpster with Daddy's base a full, strong 5-6" art a time. Ohhh to feel the wide flat base of Daddy slide up and down my cunt walls - gives me shivers, makes my ass cum, and if i'm lucky, i get a dollop of sissy cream to savor, taste, and EAT! My BLACK mind lover rarely lets me spew though - most times He plunges me until my pussy starts to clench, just before my 'O', then He backs off and waits for me to clean the next part of my faggot skin.

i love my sick games! I have lots of true and perverted stories of lust! Ask nice and i'll give some more! Wanna know about the ABS annon guy who spurted in my mouth?

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