Showing posts with label i wish. Show all posts
Showing posts with label i wish. Show all posts

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Another Sexy Story

A beautiful tale of a young man's journey from school yard bully to feminized sissy slut..... presented in a slow, sensual pace that is captivating and familiar....


"That's right, Stephanie, get his cock nice and wet. Your pussy is going to be really tight if this is your first time" She was speaking loudly, obviously loud enough for the customer to clearly hear. His hips thrust forward more, eager at the idea of fucking a virgin. 

Sugar's hand had slipped down towards my butt. Hovering just long enough to scoop more cum into her hand she expertly pulled my g-string to one side and started to caress my arse. 

 "This is your pussy". She whispered in my ear, "Just like a girl you have a pussy solely so men can fuck you. Always remember that". Sugar rubbed a finger across my arse slowly. "As you suck him, remember that his wonderful cock will soon be inside you. He is going to use your pussy to make his cock cum. He likes being in your mouth but I am sure he would like to cum inside you with his lovely cock. Would you like that Stephanie? Would you like him to fuck you tight virgin pussy?

I moaned, a sign that that is what I wanted. And I wanted it so badly. Somewhere deep down I felt that I would become a complete girl if I was fucked. It didn't matter that I could not see the guy. I did not even know what the guy looked like even as I slurped over the end of his magnificent cock. I wanted him inside me. And Sugar was helping me prepare lubricating my arse with warm cum. 

"It's time" Sugar whispered "Turn around darling".



The full sexy reading material found here.
 

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Perfect Sissy Slut Hypno

The first few words described how i feel perfectly. She has read my mind. She knows what i am. And then She gave me what i needed.
Yes please. Thank You. ^^

Enjoy this amazing vid. This is a good canidate for headphones to get the true aural experience. Of course, i go full screen, with a bit of mental lubricant of your choice (this sissy is a stoner). It's mid length, but after an initial first viewing, i HAD to get my trusty purple plug, a quick gag session to lubricate... and UP she went! Watching again, then again... lots and lots of flowing pre to drink as my mind went from the commands to the pictures to my fantasies to my slutty history... back and forth and back and forth again.

Unfortunately, i almost got lost in my delicious pre... and almost didn't hear the visitor approching. Hehe... i wonder if they heard me fumble and struggle to cover my drooling clit. After i had cooled down, i knew i had to share. ^^

Enjoy!


Taste good bitches? Now be a good girl and go suck a dick! :)

**kisses!**

Friday, February 15, 2013

My First Anal Virginity


Once upon a time.....

My ex wife and i were swingers. We didn't call it that, but looking back, there's no denying it. We would frequently use the phone flirt lines that were so popular in the early nineties. They were normally free for women, so we would get the number she would leave the greeting message, and then we would suck and fondle each other as we spoke with guy after guy after guy, and occasionally a girl.

You see.... even though i was still in denial about being a sissy, she kinda knew it... perhaps it was the way i liked her to peg me with candles, or the ass-play that i didn't mind... idk. *giggles* She was quite the little repressed bi-sexual herself as well. While i'll prolly never know the truth (she was a g'damned dirty liar - but that's another rant for another day) when i met her, she had had a couple of mild lesbian experiences, but loads of fantasies - fantasies that i actively cultivated as we screwed each other like 20 year old rabbits tend to do. She was also fascinated with watching two men, as many girls are i guess, and she saw her chances to fulfill both our fantasies.

The phone lines were a good way to meet like minded individuals and arrange for casual meetings... the 'Craigslist' of its day. To my dismay (not really i guess, cause i went along...) the lines were dominated by guys (surprise!) but we found, many times, the guys had / knew of girls , or were just fronting for the ladies... and couples were always looking for other couples.

i guess, at that - at that time - i was prolly closer to hetero with bi leanings (for comparison, i would say today, i am gay with bi leanings, hehehe). So, i didn't mind the guys. i tended to be slicker with the ladies too, understanding them better. Many times, i was tasked with keeping the other guy to keep calm and relax, let the ladies get acquainted, wait for the right time. More than one idiot ruined the whole thing by being too eager. But once the action started, it would be girl on girl, boy on girl, swap partners, etc. Sometimes a guy would be adventurous and reach for my dick. Sometimes i would 'help' my wife by guiding his cock inside. If there was enough alcohol... eventually i'd be licking and tasting... sucking his dick... satisfying urges deep within that i still couldn't admit to myself, much less anyone else... but at that moment... i didn't care.. i would find myself lost in lust.....

~wheww~ excuse me.... *giggles and blushes*

So..... fast forward a bit. We were good at the game. We now had numerous regulars. A constant stream of girls wanting my wife, a few who would fuck me as well (wife loved watching me fuck... actively encouraged it and thoroughly enjoyed it). There were at least twice as many regular guys though, a a couple of couples. This whole deal went on for, idk, 3-4 years? All of the guys were at least somewhat bi, to varying degrees. That was key for her. One time we met a friend of a friend... who actively admitted he preferred guys, but didn't mind playing with girls too. And he brought a video camera.

This guy kinda intimidated me.. even though i was a bit heavier, hairier, and overall more manly than he. His openness about loving dick, his constant efforts to get me instead of my wife, idk why it scared me, but it did. Drink drink drink. Camera comes out.. not without many promises of total privacy... but it also was a turn on to think that he would play the video for our mutual fuck friends too. Smoke, Drink, Smoke, Drink...
Thankkies Jack :) You're a great friend!


So there i am. Missionary on top of my wife. Fucking away on the living room floor. The camera is on, recording every thrust and grind. Its a slow fuck, her legs around my hips, as i grind into her mons, kiss her face roughly, not moving very much. you see... guys tongue was working us over at the same time. I would feel him bury into my asshole, lick around my balls, then id see her smile and wiggle, he must have been giving her the same.... i remember her spreading my cheeks as he started on my hole exclusively.... fucker ate my ass for like 45 mins straight.... at least it seemed like that. It felt good, but strange. I was hung up on the fact that a guy was worshiping my ass. idk... i was young.... i didn't wanna stop... but at the same time... i wished he was a girl too....idk.

It wasn't until we stopped fucking, when i kneeled up, she kinda led me over to the sofa, pushing my shoulders onto the cushion, as he approached from behind that i realized.... he had been lubing me up!

i was mortified. i started to protest. He was calming and soothing, promising to go slow, to not hurt me, just try it, see if you like it. She was on my other side, stroking me, telling me how much she wanted to see it.. how hot it would make her, to do it for her, stop being a pussy..... and be a pussy.

Trembling, i went down. On my knees, face in the seat cushion, i expected the worst. Probably because of that, he had a bit of a difficult time getting in. It did hurt a little.... but not much. i know i exaggerated the fact, mainly to save my pride, but also to get him to back off before it hurt more. Before i knew it.... i was being rightly fucked.

Ummmm... not sure about this......

NNNNNN!!!!! More Lube!

Oh fuck... i.. uuuuhhhhhh... i.....never... knew.... oh yeshhhhhh!!!!


A man was inside my asshole, using it to get off in. He took my virginity, and was masturbating his load out with my virgin ass. omg. omg. omg. i heard myself moan like a sissy, embarrassing me further. Wife was right next to me, oooohing and ahhhing. She would stroke my dick a bit, but not enough. Stroking... in and out of my ass. Eventually, she got down and under me to suckle my limp dick. idk if she wanted a closer look at my subjugation, or if she was legitimately trying to please me, but at the time, my head wasn't accepting. i didn't know what i had, i didn't know what i was getting. God how i wish i could have that moment back....

Looking back... it was all about her desires....

Thats right you bitch! At least make me feel good too!

OMG...she's sucking me! I'm being fucked!


OMG! She's watchin me get breed! omg, my dickie is so small... i wish he would just cum and be done now!

And then..... he came. He came inside my cunt like a dirty rag. He didn't ask. He didn't use a condom (although... all of our playtime was condom free). He just used my hole. *BLUSH* it was sooooo embarrassing. He pulled out, she wanted to examine me... but i was having none of it. Running to the head, with my fingers over my hole... i sat and let his semen dribble from me. I was sooo humiliated. Of course, i didn't come out until i knew he was gone.

OMG i think he came in me!

A fucking MAN CAME INSIDE ME!

Get it out! Get it out!

Wot does this mean? Am i a faggot now? Am i truly gay forever? A: Yes.


Today.... i would have wiped then sucked out his last dribbles, and eaten his faggot fuck hole as i wanked all over myself in thankfulness for his attentions. The difference age makes...

That was my first time. i haven't been properly fucked in many years since....many years. While my dildo has loosened me... i feel like a virgin again in my mind? Do you think that's okay to say? Can i call myself a virgin again nows?

Sunday, February 10, 2013

OH! Two posts in a week!

Been holding onto this webpage for a few pays now.... i like ALL of this guy's vids. I couldn't pick just one to show you, so i thought this may be better. Click the link and sissify yourself faggots!

peternader Xtube profile page!

And now, small sample of your sissy destiny for your wanking pleasure :)







Saturday, September 8, 2012

Maybe.... A Little Demonastration Is In Order?

my SL friends and family may be wondering at my recent, shall we saay...'enhanced?'... fasination with ballbusting. While this sissy has never shied away from expressing her desires for some light C&BT (cock and ball torture for those not in the know), this was usually limited to ball stretching, slapping, cock and ball binding, and maybe the occasional self-sounding.

Now i desire to be PUNCHED in the balls... HARD!

i think  it was this vid that did it...

Yeah... just watch it, trust me :P

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Soft Futa and Shop Hypno...

How has no one re-blogged THIS a bajillion times?

Soft fading photos of shops, futas, TGs, with a couple of gifs mixed in. 3/5 stars.

Take a hit or three, lean back, trance, stroke and watch at least 5 times!


Did you enjoy that slut?

Born To Have A boi Pussy

A nice hypno.... a little slow for my taste, but the upside is you can get a good look at the pics and read most of the captions. A nice heart racing vid full of pictures of beautiful cocks makings gurls into real sluts (hehe). Lady Gaga reminds you that this is how you were meant to be, a pussy boi cumdump.

Big Thank Yous too Sindy Fanny, she has a very hot tumbler - check it here!

 Enjoy sluts!



And... is that my friend, Miss Seven at 0:50 seconds in? YAY!

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Sissy Needs a Playmate

Are you a sissy?

Are you a sissy lover?

Are you on the East Coast USA? Philly area?

Would you like to play?

This sissy NEEDS a regular... friend. she should NOT be sucking strange dick after strange dick after strange dick and swallowing multiple strange loads. It's too dangerous.

This sissy is looking for a friend. Someone ...close. Someone to help her feel girly. Someone to appreciate her girly mind. Someone to help her shop, and dress, and maybe... assist with her makeup.

If you are a lonely Daddy looking for a regular dump... then drop me a line.

If you are a Mommy looking for a sissy to serve You... then drop me a line.

If you are a sissy gurl too and want someone to share with... maybe someone to guide... please... drop me a line.

This sissy is very submissive. This sissy desires to serve. This sissy has much to learn.

A Mommy who will laugh as She trains my pussy and owns my mouth and humiliates me is one dream. A Daddy who will use my form for His pleasure, who will treat me like the slut he knows that i am, is another dream. A sissy gurl friend i can ask questions of, who wants to share, who wants a loving sister to cuddle and have fun times with, is the dream trifecta.

i...need... to feel like a girl. To have others treat me as a girl. To be desired as a girl.

me... in my dreams

Hit the Jump for my sissy resume'

Gonna Be One of Those Days..... i can tell

If you wake up and NEED to be fucked.... crave the strong hard-on inside your pussy, wanting to be used and abused.... you know you are in for a loooong day.

So today? Tell me.... be my Big Daddy and put your thing inside of me, over and over... i have two sexy holes for you Daddy. They are yours .... for use.. for your pleasure. Use me, open me, dump in me, discard me.

Dare to Dream

Monday, July 16, 2012

Today's Challenge:

Try not to fall in love at 29:20

Loving Domination always makes me swoon.

Recommended preparation? A towel. Some pillows. Lube. Your favorite 8" dildo. A locked door.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

The First Cock i Lusted After

While i had been enamored with the transgender form from early on (check it here), it wasn't until years later that i found a cock that i NEEDED.

Kevin James. No... not the rotund comedic actor.... i'm reffering to adult film star Kevin James. What a monster he packs into his pants! Not only is he handsome in a boyish way, kinda reminds me of the high school quarterback... he's lean, yet muscular... and his PRICK! OMG! Sooooooo THICK! And LONG!

Kevin James and Honey Wilder.... two great tastes that i want to taste together!
Maybe its the way Ginger Lyn WORSHIPS his wonderful Fuck Stick... Wonder if its the subtle manipulation that she works on the potential lover boy? wish i could wrap a man around my finger like that, just the promise of my hole to convince him... Perhaps its Honey Wilder (his Mom in the clip... giggles) that just cant say no to his desires.... Could be the amazing background track, so perfect for this age of porn, which hunts my dreams..... No.. i know what it is... its that DICK, that specimen of delicious MAN FLESH. Such amazing BALLS, and a TALL TOWERING SHAFT CAPPED WITH A BEAUTIFUL COCK CROWN! OMG! i WANNA EAT IT! I NEED IT INSIDE ME!! I AM A GAY COCKLOVING FAGGOT FOR THAT AMAZING TOOL!

Ahem... sorry... hehe it always gets me a bit worked up.  Anyway, thanks to the wonder of the Internet... i can now share my first cock luv with all of you. i hope you LUV IT!

Thursday, July 5, 2012

The Sissy Pilot: a reveiw

Sara over at 'Saragirl's Sissy Confessions' is the author of many wonderful works of erotica, the latest of which, The Sissy Pilot i've recently read.


This book is captivating, every page absorbing me into the life of little wimpy Dana, and his hot but neglected wife, Tiffany. It starts out typically enough for the genre, establishing the unfortunate predicament Dana has gotten himself into. He has managed to find himself out of work, living off of Tiff, and with the resulting lack of self esteem, finds himself not being able to perform his manly duties - either out of, or even inside, the bedroom.

Of course he loves her very much and has no desire to see her burdoned.... or unfufillled in any way. What a delicious little set-up.

Soon enough an offer for steady employment falls into his lap.... with one small catch. He MUST appear in everyway, in look and actions, as a beautiful woman. His need for any employment being so strong, and this being a peice of erotic fiction... im sure you can guess what happens next.

The progression from unwilling self-important man to broken sexy unsure sissy is mesmerizing. Every unsure step he takes into the world of crossdressing is a sexy tease into the submission you as the reader can see coming a mile away. In fact... even though the nubile young wife is supportive, and justified in her every manipulation... even to the point of reluctant (or not-so-reluctant) domme.


Friday, June 29, 2012

trying to come out is harder than it seems

An old post... from a few weeks ago... i had typed it, saved it... and... forgot about it.. maybe it was waiting for pictures.. idk.... at this point... idc

Posting it so there's somthin new on the front page.

Update at the bottom.
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"Do you want to be a girl?" She asked as She continued to stroke my firm clit in Her panties. i 'made' Her panty me earlier with the pair She had on. ("Theses are prettier than the ones the other day..." She declared as She held them open for me to step into.)

my arms around Her back, caressing Her bare bottom under the short nighty. "Mmhhmm" was all i could muster, my shame hidden with my face in Her neck. i decided to reply with action. i slipped the nighty over her arms and shoulders, and then quickly over me. Standing there in Her nighty and panties, hugging, Her hand on my VERY stiff clit, nakkie in my arms.....

"Do you want to be a girl?... for real?" She repeated.

"mhmmm" was the best i could do.

"dress me up and... fuck me?"

She smiled. "ok, is that what you want? i'll do that for you.... sometime...."

my sissy hips thrusting in Her hand, waves of sexiness washing over me, imagining Her nakkie form behind me, fucking me, as im dressed like the sissy i NEED to be. "i want to be your sissy bitch".

"you already are," She giggled, "but, you dont look good in my clothes. you're not girly. you have a mans body, you are an ugly girl.... your body... and all the hair... the wiry greys pokin out...."

i stopped myself from pointing out that i tried to broach the subject of removing my body hair a while back... and She shot me down quickly. "i know.... the hair is ugly...." is all i could whisper.

Dejected, we separated, i gave Her back Her nighty, i released Her, turned and went about my day and Her back to Her pursuits before my selfish interruption... but at least im still wearing Her panties.... three days out of four now.. and She has  known the entire time.

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Yeah well.... this is how it seems to go... she is welcoming and playful for a few days... then cold and distant for a few weeks. If i get caught during these.. cold.. times, then all hell breaks loose.. so i wear less... or... stress more. No sex lately (2 weeks?) at all...  Certainly no response that can be considered positive if i call her my Miss, or if i wanna act a little girly, effem... she acts as if shes repulsed.

Yay me.

... and now, reading back over and over... its really quite sad.

Fuck.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

my sissy heart races as i read this...

This is an amazing short piece of erotica.... worthy of a quick read. i identify with the gurl in this story sooo much! This is my dream, this is my relationship with Mommy in SL... this is how i wish it could be all the time... please, while this may be fiction, it is how i feel.... so in the spirit of showing you all my inner girl... i present for your reading pleasure:


The Countess and the Contest

Big thankkies to Anna...

Want To 'Meat' Me? hehehe....

This is scary.

I may be in Denver (or there abouts) in August i think.

It occurs to be that this may be a good opportunity to get my hole(s) used. I will be alone. You wont have to be bothered by me afterwards. If things work.. it could be a fun time for all....

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Sissy Status Update 6/12

~OR~ A Bit of CrossDreaming To Ease The sissy Inside.

So, an update of my sissy yearnings is due.

Having less time to dress and 'live' my SL as nicole has had me a bit depressed. i have pulled out a pair of my favorite panties and been wearing more often to get that... girly feeling. Missus has been working my pussy lots.. and thats nice.... but.. shame really, she doesnt understand that i need more... lots more.
Sent my Mommy this photo the other day... was thinking about her as i was dressing for work. Think She liked it? Would you like to get this in your email?
 

Friday, June 1, 2012

Wonderful Advice for your (Fem)Domme

Ladies, with a strict orgasm denial and special occasion release programme, coupled with appropriate association training, your gurl will get to this stage too, you just have to persevere.
There’s something deeply satisfying when she gets to this point and is obviously happy at consuming her own discharges, it’s a short step to the next stage, and deep down she knows it too. Happy (dominating) days!!!

Ladies, with a strict orgasm denial and special occasion release programme, coupled with appropriate association training, your gurl will get to this stage too, you just have to persevere.
There’s something deeply satisfying when she gets to this point and is obviously happy at consuming her own discharges, it’s a short step to the next stage, and deep down she knows it too. Happy (dominating) days!!!


Stolen from: Transvestite Training

)) Dedicated to Raven ((

/me smiles

Saturday, May 26, 2012

I am SUCH a faggot!

So.. i guess my self training is paying off.....

This is how i came a few days ago.... watching this slut go to town on a beautiful cock... thinking of my own exploits sucking of anon pricks in the booths.. my vibrator up my pussy...

Gloryholes are SOOO awesome! Wish i could find one....

I couldn't get past the first beautiful white dick in her mouth for a few moments when -- POP! i oozed a couple of creamy puddles into my palm. You have to realize.. it's difficult to have a boi cum for me.. normally a few days of edging is required in the best scenario.. and this time.. my missus had just drained me not 3 hours before!

THAT's how much i love cock! my recuperation time is MUCH faster when i dream of dick and have my pussy filled! I LOVE COCK!

((BTW -- dont worry.. ALL the lovely cream produced is ALWAYS recycled! - Imma GOOD GIRL! /me giggles))

Hit the jump for the wonderful gloryhole action!