Showing posts with label solo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label solo. Show all posts

Thursday, March 7, 2013

A Cautionary Tale for the Sissy's Tail

So... there i was... dreaming... trancing. i was tied and had promised myself no cummies. i was still touching though, light girly rubs, the occasional smack to the eggs, massaging my back pussy lips.

Watching videos of sissy love. Two delightfully fem crossdressers, softly kissing, holding each other. Playfully exploring each others soft feminized bodies was causing my sissy mind to think of my beautiful sister wife.

My sexy clown. My best friend. My beautiful Sistrix - Twinkles Greymyst.

She makes such a pretty dolly... doesn't she? ^^

My eyes closed, visions of times when she was on top of me, other moments when i was her Top, the love, the sex, the intimacy we share.... Fuck my clitty was standing tall, my fingers rubbing my hole vigorously, i could feel it wink in need.

Opening my eyes, i see it.... my friend the lotion bottle. *giggles* She and i have had lots of games before. She not the largest item to penetrate me, but the largest i take normally. Her stretch is something i need to workup to. This time, however, my sissy head was filled with such lust and need....

I was in such a sissy clowny mood. Tweaking my nipples, hearing them *HONK* inside my head, *giggles* as i teased my hole, dreaming of my sister's tongue. It certainly didn't help that  the lotion was such a cute and clowny fun style! An old xmas gift that came in a sampler, no one ever uses it, 'cept me of course! :P It has a candy smell, is lavender colored, with plenty of glitter mixed throughout. "Glittery Gumdrop' - How appropriate for a silly sissy like me! I knew my sis would approve. ^^

Tell me that's NOT the cutest lotion you've ever seen!






Yes, i was going to fill myself up with my sister's clowny penis. Now.... lemme stop right here and remind you... normally i have to workup to this bottle. It's easily 2+ inches across. I don't insert the cap end, because i'm worried about the edges... so it's always bottom side up. The flat surface makes it a bit difficult to insert, but once in... there's a nice slow burn as my hole opens for the plastic intruder. This time though... i was hot... i needed it... as there was little waiting.

Lube... i needed lube. The lotion itself? MMmmmm... idk..... would the glitter be rough on my sensitive insides? It's it safe to use internally? Spit! Spit works! I was emboldened by my recent use of my plug, simply gagging on the fully inserted plug down my throat, then imeadiately up my hole... but this wasn't the same. The bottle isn't tapered, throat  slime only really comes up from the gag.... regardless, i lubed the rounded rim as much as i could with my tongue, squatted, closed my eyes to imagine my circus wife behind me, holding my hips, as i guided her fat sissy stick up inside my cunt.

OMG... she hurt.... she was stretching so much! And it was sooooo hard to get her in! I had to push and wiggle, and almost rest my entire weight to get her inside. And when she did! OOOOOOOWWWWWWW!!!! The burn! It lasted MUCH longer than normal before i could even think about any motion.

Finally, my hole settled down. I could wiggle her a bit. There was almost no in and out. I realized (too late) that maybe the lotion as lube would have been a better idea. Never the less, i had a sissy job to finish. So with the images of being taken, of giving myself completely over to my Second Life Wife.... i rode her fat prick until i managed a wonderfully girly sissygasm.

After my heart stopped pounding, i examined and was very happy to see only long traces of drippy clear pre flowing from my sex, a quick taste confirmed no real cummies. I was still a good girl and was feeling quite sissy satified. :)

Time to remove the intruder. Damn... it was lodged tight. And not really moving due to the lack of lube. A push, a soft pull, relax.... a push and pull, push, pushPOP! She popped out loose as my insides felt as if they were falling out. A tender reach back with my fingers.... omg... my hole was completely turned out! Sissy pussy lips indeed!

I lubed my fingers and softly guided my lips back inside. It was not the first time i accidentally had a prolapse... but it has been a long time since. I thought i learned my lesson. Okay... a silent vow... no more butt fucking for at least a week. Let yourself HEAL you stupid cock starved sissy!

Later on... the real damaged had been discovered. I'll save you the gory pictures.... but just know this.... it's one thing to have swollen pussy lips, perverse and sexy even, under the right circumstances. It is an entirely other thing however, to have a busted o-ring. Owwwie.

So this sissy sits tender for a few days. Restocking on the creams and wipes was a humiliating, yet, fun experience. While at the drugstore, i decided that as long as the cashier was going to know i had butt trouble..... hehe... i was going to show off a tiny bit :P










A true sissy shopping trip!

Soo.... the moral of this story? It's been said again and again.... but lube hun, lube, and lube, then lube again!

*kisses!*


Wednesday, October 10, 2012

In a Poetry Mood

Originally posted here.

Just found this fun sexy piece posted on Literotica by my friend Miss Seven. :)

Pretty Pantied Penis
A cute little lump hidden beneath the snowy silk
Wiggling and dancing like a happy princess
Cute and giggly like a little girl at a slumber party
Wanting to come out and play with the handsome boys

Pulling aside the soft lacy covers, my girly pee pee springs out
So smooth and pretty
Erect and playful
Looks like somebody has been thinking about her handsome boyfriend!
My little fairy wand dances in anticipation of pleasing my strong prince

A little dew drop appears in her eye
A sticky tear of lust and excitement
I feel its hard silky shaft up and down
Cupping the cute hairless balls
I dream of my muscled handsome man until a river of fairy juice sprays into the heavens
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Nice, right?
Along the same lines... check out this piece by my new friend and sister maid Anastasia.

Friday, September 7, 2012

Hehe... keep reblogging this and lets keep this slut locked up!

Shawna the Bizarre Sissy: Chastity: As of right now I have 18 days of Chastity left.  But that number is ever evolving.  I have several different determining factors that cha...

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

The Problem With Sissygasms

....is the fact that while they are sooo wonderful and calming... at the moment.. the drive to be fucked never leaves. The desire to be railed until your back pussy gapes and hangs open stays with you.

i Love the clench, the shudders, the sweats, the soft moans, the grind, the heat, the pounding, the racing heart, the waves of pleasure, the girly way it makes me feel. i love everything about sissy (anal) orgasms.

Except the non-relief from my lust.

i continue and continue to fuck myself soo hard, my arm and wrists hurt. i keep chasing the boi spurts that will never come. i shudder over and over, blessed with the ability to gurlcum easily and in multiples. i Love being pounded with a thick unforgiving cock with deep strong pounding strokes as my pussy spasms hard and my cunt clenches down hard and squeezes. When it seems to fade, that's when another ride may take me back to the peak. Up then down, then back up again, over and over, till im left a quivering mess.

The only way i stop is when exhausted, to tired to fuck myself anymore, the threat of being caught, or after all the hot water in the shower is gone. And just when ive relaxed, and lowed my heart rate... what do you think... my greedy hole craves more.

i have literally done myself for multiple hours straight, and then again an hour or two later.. because i am insatiable.

Friday, June 29, 2012

Never Say That i Dont Try To Please

im NOT stupid.

i know what you fuckers really want,. Fine.... here it is:

look at that hole... dont you just wanna fill it? i wanna be it!
The latest vid to get me to make a boy spurt. Of course it would feature lots of beautiful pricks loosing their loads, to fall over creamy lips, drip off of slimey tits, or plop onto waiting tongues. Wish i could get 'up' for this post.. but... eff it... its been a rough week.

Hit the jump for the full vid.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Think i'll leave this right here....

source: Feminization Sunrise

my heart filled with joy, longing, sadness, identification, and simpathy when i saw this, and my clitty throbbed when i looked in her eyes

Saturday, January 14, 2012

WARNING: Real talk (The Ugly)

First off? i'm not into scat. Quite frankly, it makes me retch. Not condemning or passing judgement on ANYONE else, just saying, its not for me. That said...

i've been activly searching out and 'consuming' any sissy training or sub discussion group for the past eight months or more... i find lots of assistance with mental issues, thought processes (mind set), manerisms and actions, wardrobe, and of course, even body modification. What i can NEVER find is any help / discussion on the very real issues i imagine many new sissys have when they use their asshole as a pussy for the first few times.

Cum and get it big boy

So, in the interest of being the first one to speak up, i have some thoughts and questions on the subject. What follows is intended to be 'real' talk and i am very curious to know how others feel or what you do, i invite you to please comment and share...


Saturday, December 24, 2011

sissy nicolette Plays With her Velvet Mistress

Ok titties.... maybe i'll stop with this one for today.....

i wont get into all the specifics of N.Daddy and my time together... suffice to say, i am His Cocksucking bitch now. i can take Him fully into my throat and hold His entire head and first inch of shaft! i gag and spit comes drooling out my nose, i fully fucked my throat on His cock - it was slimy and HOT!



i thought my spit slime was enough, but i guess my poor pussy was getting swollen.... soon Daddy's skin was dry in my cunt and He was really driving into me, tearing me open.... W/we had to stop... bummer.

But.. Good News! i still had my other new toy.... She is a silky vibrator. Her skin is purple in color and She is waterproof. Her material feels like silk, almost soft and velvety, while still being smooth and hygienic. She is also 7"... but you lose the first inch just by holding her base.. but that's ok.. i have Daddy to plow me deep... my new girl friend was purchased to find my inner pussy pillow and milk my cummies away.

I cleaned Daddy, and put Him away. Got high (again! hehe ;) and watched some more sexy TG porn


i got into the shower with Her and tended to my sore pussy. By this time, it was starting to burn a little, and stung if i continued to touch it. After some warm water, my soapy fingers found a swollen pussy, with bulging and hanging lips, my cunt was loose and gaping... Daddy sure did a number on me...

i soaped up Mistress and turned Her low, slipping into my sore fuckhole slowly, letting the vibrations relax my cunt, open my hole. She worked Herway in and began to search around, pushing and streching my inner walls, looking for the spot. She soon found it.. and worked my pillow back and forth.

My shoulders slumped onto the tub floor, kneeling with my face down low, legs under me, my pussy pushed out and accepting. She worked me slow, building, making me tremble slow. At that moment, i was in a black latex corset... black latex garter... and silky stockings and heels of course.


Her gloved hand was rubbing my back gentle, whispering and soothing me softly in my ear, working Her Velvet rod into my sissy pussy. She was saying.. "Shhhhh, it's ok sissy.... let it go.... let your cummies go....you did your job.. you were a good girl... you fucked your Daddy good.. it's ok.. give Me your sissy load".

my clitty throbbed in my other palm, my pussy clenched and i started my girlcums. They came like a wave, one after another, over and over, my pussy twiching and clenching, my breaths held, face red and moaning, release of breaths as another wave came crashing down. She continued to whisper in my ear, comforting me, but She never let up in my pillow, and just when She would make my loins pulse.. She would find a new spot and bring my girlcums on again.

OMG... that was two multiple orgasms in ONE DAY!... and a total of like .. idk.. 12, or 15 girlcums - maybe more! (giggles... i lose track!)

Anyway,.... it was amazing! She is a totally different luver than Daddy... Velvet Mistress is soft and gentle, loving, yet demanding. My legs were trembling through the rest of my washing... and i was able to clean and relax my pussy enough so the swelling went down... my lips tucked back inside like a pretty girl.

But i know... ive turned my ass into a cunt for sure. i can take a good sized dick fairly easily, with only a bit of lube.. normally my cocksucking lips are good enough for that job. i can't wait for my next opportunity to truly use my cunt on a real cock. While i am not a virgin... i was inexperienced in the past.. now... this bitch knows what she is good for... and she knows how to use what she has... a cock gobbling facefuck hole and a gaping, squeezing cock luving sissy pussy!

i am a girl. i will act as a girl.
i am a girl. i will dress as a girl.
i am a girl. i will makeup myself as a girl.
i am a girl. i will get fucked as a girl.

sissy nic Plays With her New Daddy!

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Current Training Update!

So.. was a bit drunk last night, on the way home i had to pass the ABS..... i was tempted. i wanted to further my training... i had a few bucks, and i have been longing for a new dildo... maybe something that vibrates... and i certainly need a suction cup so i can ride!

i pulled in... i was going to treat myself... it's christmas... i did my shopping for everybody else... shit nicolette deserves a present too! nothing better than a new fancy dick! YUMMY!

Giggles! the girl behind the counter said hi!, hehe, i smiled at her and her giant sloppy titties... she was showing a mile of cleavage, and she was quite chubby, but she smiled back, and i went on my mission... making a bee-line for the toy wall. There was another stray perv in the shop trying to talk to her, but i got the feeling her was bothering her. (BTW - did i mentioned i had my panties on under my boi clothes? giggles.... so sexy....

Soon, i found what i was looking for. Not a great selection.... after sitting on seven inches of hard curved glass the other day, i knew i wanted a butt plug to tickle my pussy as i work. Alas... they only had small ones.. even the 'medium' seemed like there wasn't enough 'lip' to stay inside my cunt.. and i certainly dont want to lose the thing while im out!

Ok amount of dildoes / vibes... i was kinda hopin for a chocolate cock to bring to the counter... all of a sudden i realized how great it was going to be to make my purchase... i promised not to shy away.. to 'own' it... and i was gonna get more than one butt stretcher! Darn... no BBC that fit my needs (size! giggles!)

Then i found Him.

Sorry, can't figure out to rotate Him!   :(


7" (Same as Glass Daddy who pokes me deep) 'check'
Suction Cup base 'check'
'Real Skin' feel 'check'
Curved for "my" pleasure.. 'check!'
Vibrating! YAY! 'CHECK!'

He was imeadiately holding my hand as i continued to browse the wall. New Daddy and i.. shopping for toys together. i didnt care who saw. the girl came near for some reason, i turned so she could easily see my New Daddy  in my hand, fingers along side His body.

The perv came close to... but idk... one side of me wished he would rape me right there on the floor, but the other side was kinda disgusted by him.. idk why... i am no better.. a scumbag whore looking to get fucked and used....

Anyway.. i did find another toy.. a pretty purple waterproof velvety vibe... but i'll tell you about her later.... this story is about my new luver... New Daddy!

Counter girl was real friendly during my purchase.. she offerred me batteries.. and i kinda fumbled my answer.. i was nervous.... i realized i wasn't living up to my promise, and i smiled, made eye-contact, and mentally told her these toys were for me.

i left elated. thank god she sold me batteries, because i couldn't get a few parking lots away before i had to pull over and load up my new toys and feel their silky vibrations on my face and lips! But i could not play then... i knew i had to wait for today.

Today... Daddy took me.. i Love Him!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Who wants to see me!?!?

OK bishes! Feeling a bit of sissy frenzy today. I can tell you how i stretched my pussy last night, what i thought about, how much dildo i took...mmmmmmmmm ~OR~ I can post some pics of dressing this morning.... i am wearing panties, bra and stockings under my boi clothes, and i took pics of my transformation. But as much as this sissy loves to expose herself... she has to be made to.... i have to hit the road for work, but when i return, if enough people have requested... i will post the series of dressing pics, or tell my self-fucking story.... Your choice. Please darlings, please, please, pretty please, comments, ratings... poll.... i need to know you are watching me.... **kisses!** (till later)

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Annamalice Sissy Self Hypnosis: #754 - Dungeons e Fetish - Prostate milking, chast...

i have been trying to not repost anna's postings... most of my visitors come from her site anyway... and idk... her blog is so great, i dont wanna seem like im 'copying her', giggles... im still in 6th grade (mentally! hehe!)

anyway.... this is a great video.... it was an eye-opener for me.

i found it months ago when first realizing that i didn't just wanna take a dick... but i wanted to be a girl... in every way... i wanted to service cocks and swallow cum, dressed sexy for that prick, open pussy and willing throat... AHEM... excuse me... hehe

where was i? hehehe.. thats right... so.. to the point... i learned that if i milk my clitty for a few drops.. then i can taste and swallow cum as i shoot a hard spurt! After months of doing this.. i have progressed to swallowing everything that comes out of my sissy pricklette. so onto the vid...enjoy!

Annamalice Sissy Self Hypnosis: #754 - Dungeons e Fetish - Prostate milking, chast...: By a precious and sublime suggestion of Jenna.. a fabolous video for the D&F collection of today! As she told me.. and i totally agree wit...

OMG! Welcum Anna!

OMG! OMG! OMG!

THE GREAT Annamalice is a follower! My dreams cum true!

Anna i LOVE your blog! it is a gift to all sissys everywhere! Thank You for all you do for us! i LOVE YOU!

Since i havent posted any vids that took my cummies recently... here is what i feel like when i watch your vids:



of course.. the big difference is.. im not that pretty... and i would never waste such a tasty load! i ALWAYS catch it all and scoop into my slut mouth!

**kisses!**